For the holidays, I really want to go on a disney world vacation with my family. It’s always been my dream to go to Disney World. It’s like a magical place that will bring out the child in me. I love Disney films, and I love the fantasy world of the characters whom I grown to love ever since I was a kid. Like Belle in Beauty and the Beast, Ariel in Little Mermaid, Jasmine in Aladdin, and a lot more! It would be amazing seeing all of them come to life. And I’m also excited to try the rides and see the shows.

Before, I asked God to give me someone special to love.

I found you then lost you.

I asked God why and He answered, “But my child, the one you asked for asked for somebody else.”

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

~Louis De Bernieres

“I don’t know how or why but I do know that you changed my life. I met you and I’ve ever been the same since. I don’t know if it’s for better or worse or just for nothing but I know that you changed me, you really did. You taught me how to live my life, I mean really live. You showed me that I don’t have to be afraid of what other people think of me. You taught me to laugh, laugh at everything and to always smile no matter how hard it is. You told me to never give up dreaming and I never have. Somewhere between all the hugs and the laughs and the smiles, I fell in love. I know times have changed and I get it, I really get it but I just want you to know that I do and will always love you.”

It’s hard not to want you. I long for you too much, it hurts. But ignorance is my new best friend. I’m better off with it than with you.

I never really go to auto repair shops, first of all, I don’t have a car. Second of all, I really have no business going to one. LOL. But I have a friend who owns one and he invited me over to his shop one day. I saw a lot at once, car lifts, air compressors and various auto shop equipment all lying around. Of course, my friend gave me a mini tour and explained to me the function of each. I admit, I found it interesting and for car fanatics, this should all be fun. I like looking at car models, but I’m not really into the parts and all that. Haha. But I enjoyed the tour of my friend’s shop. Maybe when I have a car in the future, I’ll learn more.