A Not So Happy Ending
It sucks to be me right now. Aargh, I just blew the chance of a lifetime! It was such a great night, it was going so well, and it would have turned greater if only I did what I had to do. But for some reason, I didn’t. Argh, I feel so STUPID right now! I messed up big time! God gave me a few openings tonight, but why didn’t I grab it?! I prayed hard for this, and God gave me a chance tonight, but I blew it BIG TIME! I wish I could turn back the hours. In a blink of an eye, the night turned from my favor to being the worst night ever! It’s amazing how something can change in just a few seconds you didn’t act right. The chance blew up in my face, and I couldn’t do anything about it. It was too late. And now here I am, regretting what I did (or in this case what I didn’t do). But is beating myself up really gonna do me any good? I don’t think so. I can either dwell on my failure or I can consider it as a lesson learned and move on. Although I want to do the latter, I still can’t brush off the fact that I miserably failed. I even attempted to take the best weight loss products to prepare myself for this kind of thing, I wanted to look my best, but my appearance didn’t even help me at this point. It was a matter of guts and strategy. But obviously, I lost. I wish God will give me another chance though, to make it right. But I doubt I’ll get another chance.












