i understand. i didn’t really expect that it will push through anyway. our relationship has too many complications. and as much as i want to be with you, i’ve learned that we can’t really have everything we want. i know that everything happens for a reason, and there are things in life that we can’t control. i can’t force you to do something that you don’t want to do. i thought that loving you was enough, i hoped that my love, OUR love, could make everything right. but i guess it’s not really meant to be. it hurts, but i have to accept it. i wish i could stop loving you, then maybe things will be easier. i knew it was a mistake right from the start. we had the right love at the wrong time. i just don’t know why i held on for so long. maybe because every time i look at you, my heart is filled with so much love that i can’t imagine my life without you. but i guess there comes a time in a person’s life when everything becomes clear. and you realize that there are things that even love can’t conquer. i don’t know where we go from here. but i want you to know that i love you. i will never stop loving you. and maybe, somewhere down the road… our paths will cross again…

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