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Archive for May 19th, 2008

Look Of The Year

angel on May-19-2008

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Au Revoir

angel on May-19-2008

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I will never forget you. I will look back and I’ll always be thankful that you came into my world. I feel so BLESSED that I was given the chance to love you. You came and brought so much meaning into my life… you brought love and care, and so many wonderful things and for that I will forever be grateful.

But now, that chapter in our lives has come to an end. It hurts, yes… a lot. But I want you to know, I have no regrets whatsoever. I don’t regret knowing you and loving you, because you’re one of the best things that’s ever happened to me. You came and taught me how to love and you showed me what it’s like to be loved in return.

Even though it didn’t work out, I’m glad that once in my life… I met and loved someone like you. You changed my life in the most beautiful way… you gave me one of the happiest, most unforgettable experiences a girl could ever have. I will NEVER be sorry that I fell in love with you. Being sorry for what happened between us would be like denying what I felt about you. And I can’t do that.

You brought so much happiness into my life. And that happiness is worth all the pain that I’m feeling right now. I know that our times together will only be just a memory from now on… but I’ll treasure those memories, hoping that someday, I will be able to look back without bitterness in my heart… I’ll keep those memories with me, because in time, they’ll remind me of a very special person… my first love: YOU.

I know I’m not perfect, and I’ve made my own share of mistakes. I’ve done things I’m not very proud of… and for that, I’m sorry. But if there’s one thing that I’m proud of, it’s the fact that I loved you unconditionally. I would have wanted to fight for you… but I realize now that there really is NO fight. You were supposed to come into my life, and you did. God sent me an angel… He sent YOU… to inspire me to live life to the fullest, and to show me what love’s really like… and now thanks to you, I’m much wiser. And stronger.

Thank you for everything. For all the love we shared and all the priceless moments. I’m letting you go and I hope you’ll find your own happiness. I think I will never really be the same without you, since you’ve already become a huge part of me… but I realize now that you won’t actually be gone completely… because I’ll always have you here with me… in my HEART. I’ll always love you.

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